(bi)directonal

placebo commanding life again

what are those stuff?

am I feeling?

that's it? I'm finally becoming another one?

is it right? should I be so joyous?

Is it joy?

mockery of me

shame on you

don't know if that's finally real

or just another imposition

is it accurate?

am I sure about that?

no...

why is that such a big deal?

the whole world pretends something everyday

why should I want to feel something someday?

new idea(l)s

every single person have ideas

all the time

I have ideas too

but not every one have their own ideals

I have mine

usual?

everything back to what used to be

no more talking till 4:00am

no more waking up at 10:00am to enjoy the most

no more dancin till my legs can't support my weight

everything back to what used to be

doin nothing until 10:00pm

alarm rings at 5:30am

just walk to the shower

why can't the unusual become the routine?

why can't i live a eternal weekend?

why can't i accept the truth?

because i don't want to