old thinkings, new madness

It's funny as we grow old
our perceptions 'bout the world
being changed

talking to someone younger
thinking about what I did considered right some years ago
now doing stuff I never tough I would
acting like I never tough I should

the perception of someone who is that age
the age I was some years ago
is now judging me for these attitudes

oh what a negatory
judgement so mandatory
self perception obligatory

the life doesn't mean the same anymore
now there's expectation
even expectators

feels like degenerating
into something that is melting
floating thru numbness
...

Could this be my madness?

Big or Small for us to relevate?

Back to the same

same friends

same stuff

everything it's back to the usual

the discussions are over now

the troubles seem so small

all that counts is our friendship

once again

if the memories were stronger could be different

but still we relevate for our moment

could we forget everything

just to be happy with ourselves once again?

for a few days that doubt came to me

but thanks for you to be

so good friends and still believe

on intentions which are free

(for those who were present at august, the 12th, 2012)